Showing posts with label feelings. random.. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. random.. Show all posts

Thursday, April 28, 2011


Life is weird.

Roger roger, loveliess! Today is the last day i will be working at here. I started to miss everything at here. : ( I sad but at the same time Im happy. LOL. I sad because I gonna leave the three monsters, shopping malls and kawan at here. : ( I happy its because I don't have to emo momo like everyday alone at shop. Pathetic! *cries* Oh well, I've been working at here for about, 1 year! *big claps for myself* Its not easy to come over here alone, and whole year alone in a shop. Im quite proud of myself actually. *blushing* And and Thanks kawan who makan with me these few days before Im back to hometown. Thanks Kevin and Rain for the treats! =)) At this moment, I have a very very heavy heart to leave this place, I got no idea why lah!? before this, I always complain and argue wanna back hometown and each time back to PJ will cry like a baby girl. Ish! Vice versa everything now. o.O Human born to be complicated. Im complicated human! =.= And... and...Nothing already. From now onwards, I NEED/MUST/WANT read more CNN, Thestar.com and etc to enrich my general knowledge. My general knowledge like bloody hell. >.< *Fingers and toes crossed* Frankly, some words from newspaper I don't understand. =.= Their reporting language is bit weird. Okay lah, not weird maybe Iml not familiar with 'em. T.T Why I don't own my papa and gor gor's habit read newspaper everyday? All these while, I don't give a damn about it, my duty of the day are twitter, tumblr, read famous blogger * like small small fans and envy their life* WHAT THE HECK! Im so wrong... I shouldn't be envy their life. Why not I try to make it happen? Right? There's no shortcut in life, put effort and god will pay for it. Its a process! A process! =) Its never late to start now, a friend of mine told me that, never be late if I start now. Woah! Can I make it? Can or not? Go and grab, Zoe! I shall upgrade myself in every single time, every moment to transform myself to be a better one. Bare in my mind '' mummy, want to be somebody''. Imma hit the target!

I think Im a loser, I don't really go after my dream, and hardly for me to speak out a '' NO '' to people. Aih! I really don't feel comfortable with it but .... I don't know how to say a no. So, yea I just nod my head and say yes. FML! Nah, I will change this also! Too many bad habit I need to choose. No one is perfect, right? Same do I. :) Crap too much already. Aahh, who cares? Im a veyr lousy bloggers. A post full whole grammars mistake. T.T.

And thanks for those who helped me, I mean in a sense of advising me, especially, FLORENCE KHAY MAY LEE. I really glad people surrounding me treating me well and never give me up. Seee, so many people treating me so good, I don't understand why the heck, everyday emo momo. Im guilty now. =( Change this attitude too, okay? ; )

A picture of mine..


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