♥ Neoteric ZoeJY, so Its my life. ♥

: )

2011-05-12T10:58:00.000+08:00

Im still alive! Will update my blog A.S.A.P ah! : ))

2011-04-28T13:01:00.006+08:00

Life is weird.

Roger roger, loveliess! ♥ Today is the last day i will be working at here. I started to miss everything at here. : ( I sad but at the same time Im happy. LOL. I sad because I gonna leave the three monsters, shopping malls and kawan at here. : ( I happy its because I don't have to emo momo like everyday alone at shop. Pathetic! *cries* Oh well, I've been working at here for about, 1 year! *big claps for myself* Its not easy to come over here alone, and whole year alone in a shop. Im quite proud of myself actually. *blushing* And and Thanks kawan who makan with me these few days before Im back to hometown. Thanks Kevin and Rain for the treats! =)) At this moment, I have a very very heavy heart to leave this place, I got no idea why lah!? before this, I always complain and argue wanna back hometown and each time back to PJ will cry like a baby girl. Ish! Vice versa everything now. o.O Human born to be complicated. Im complicated human! =.= And... and...Nothing already. From now onwards, I NEED/MUST/WANT read more CNN, Thestar.com and etc to enrich my general knowledge. My general knowledge like bloody hell. >.< *Fingers and toes crossed* Frankly, some words from newspaper I don't understand. =.= Their reporting language is bit weird. Okay lah, not weird maybe Iml not familiar with 'em. T.T Why I don't own my papa and gor gor's habit read newspaper everyday? All these while, I don't give a damn about it, my duty of the day are twitter, tumblr, read famous blogger * like small small fans and envy their life* WHAT THE HECK! Im so wrong... I shouldn't be envy their life. Why not I try to make it happen? Right? There's no shortcut in life, put effort and god will pay for it. Its a process! A process! =) Its never late to start now, a friend of mine told me that, never be late if I start now. Woah! Can I make it? Can or not? Go and grab, Zoe! I shall upgrade myself in every single time, every moment to transform myself to be a better one. Bare in my mind '' mummy, want to be somebody''. Imma hit the target!

I think Im a loser, I don't really go after my dream, and hardly for me to speak out a '' NO '' to people. Aih! I really don't feel comfortable with it but .... I don't know how to say a no. So, yea I just nod my head and say yes. FML! Nah, I will change this also! Too many bad habit I need to choose. No one is perfect, right? Same do I. :) Crap too much already. Aahh, who cares? Im a veyr lousy bloggers. A post full whole grammars mistake. T.T.

And thanks for those who helped me, I mean in a sense of advising me, especially, FLORENCE KHAY MAY LEE. I really glad people surrounding me treating me well and never give me up. Seee, so many people treating me so good, I don't understand why the heck, everyday emo momo. Im guilty now. =( Change this attitude too, okay? ; )

A picture of mine..

Taaaaa.

Signoff! ♥

2011-04-27T16:41:00.002+08:00

I don't know how am I going to tell mummy about it. Aih! I always placed at a very difficult situation. Why always me? = ( No second choice mah? Can I say cannot or no? See my weak point! *helps*

2011-04-26T14:20:00.003+08:00

Removed the previous post. I've saved it as a draft! Somehow, really not very great to put on table and let people know. : )

Appreciation is the only word, I could do now.

signoff .

=)

2011-04-24T11:52:00.004+08:00

Greetings, folks! ♥ Woke up like usual this morning, get myself prepare then head to work. =) Today, seriously is terribly hawt. Aiyomak! Yesterday, I think lot, really lot. Think till way too far. Haih. I got no idea why, I like to think, actually I know when I start the '' think'' I will get emo but still.... Yeah. T.H.I.N.K! Whenever, I start the '' think '', I like to post something at my twitter. But.... at home Im unable to do so. Home got no connection. How wish I got a smart phone, bb zai! I can tweet at everywhere, anytime. Shall I get myself a bb? I don't know. i feel myself, demand too many.When I achieved to get the thing I want, there's coming new one hit me again. Im not rich. Nono.. Suppose to say. Im poor. I need to depend on my parents until I graduate from my studies. If can, I really don't want parents spend money on me, I wish I can earn money while Im studying too, but if that impossible? I don't feel good using mum's money. really bad. Its already a year, Im free from asking mum money. Im proud. I manage to get a camera and pretty clothes with my own money! My OWN MONEY! Except laptop. =(

I smile till very happy, right? I really don't know when was the last time I really smile from my heart? Last year? Hmmm. =(

Emo momo then snap down! Not really looks like emo-ing. Aha!

Yesterday, I wanna get out from home, I need someone to bring me out, beside me. =( But ... I want to eat dessert. dessert can chill me out, even abit. Its more than enough.

My hair is longggg, very longgg. LOL.

Signoffs! <3

randoms.

2011-04-23T13:46:00.002+08:00

Hey, loveliess. Im back! =) Last week, not in mood to blog lah. Now, everything is fine and right on track. Yeah! *glad* Thanks mummy! Love love you. Muah mwah! 5 more days I will be back. Feeling mixed. damn deep deep. = ( Eventually, I will start study. Takuttttt 》。《 What if I cant do well in my studies? What If I failed all my subjects? What if I cant mix around with my coursemates? What if I get influenced? What if what if..... too many '' what if '' playing in my mind. knn！

weather nowadays make me very pening! sekejap sejuk sekejap panas. knn or not!? Sun is being very bastard. hmph! And horny on the same tim as well. The hotter youre, the lesser cloths we wear! Thin thin kind of Tee the best choice! Pheww. I sweat like pig, once step out from my shop. @@

I bought this flat at Sg wang! Hurts my legs so bad. T___T. Another proven No buying no brand flat for own sake! I just noticed the brand of this shoes. ''lemon'' HAHAHHAA! No wonder... make my life so sour when wearing this shoes walk on street! How creative am I? *winks*

SIGN OFF. =)

wordless.

2011-04-19T17:29:00.002+08:00

How miss....

signoff! Wordless.

Speak out!

2011-04-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

Its time to speak out!

Imma tell the truth out,right now. NOW! lol. No. maybe, later. I need a big courages to tell... anyone out there support me? : ( Im stressed. Im going to study soon. Next month. I really scared. :< I've to study harder compare with others. As, I had stopped study for a year, my brain is rusted. Im not wishing like that waste my mummy money on my studies. Its not a small amount to spend on me every month. Im not rich people, I cannot act like a rich people attitude, bare this in my mind, Lim JoeYee! REMEMBER THIS! =))

Last post, i've said wont camwhore until my fringe is long, yes? Ta-da.

Not counted, hehe! I hairband my fringe makes me look much better. =) Why lah, pictures always don't look like me? Tell me why-oh-why?

signoff!

《3

Hometown's mission.

2011-04-14T12:07:00.003+08:00

2days back.....

Yea, I back on monday night. 10pm bus. Phewww! I reached TI, its almost 1am. So latee. : ( But, Still there's someone came and fetch me! Thanks ♥

My fringe horribly short. Its effing ugly. :( No more camwhore until fringe grow longer. A-MUST!

Back to topic. Mummy, fetch me to kampar to pay my course fess and find room! OMG!! Kampar is freaking hot. Its hotter than TI. How am I going to survive at Kampar? I tell my dad and one of my friend, kampar very hot. They gave me same answer : ''Kampar where will hot one? Got mountain de woh? '' kns. Got mountain jao wont hot? o.O

And bad new! T__T No more single room. Only available double room, which means need to share with a girl. An unknown. I want a single room ! : (( No more privacy already. I hate sharing room with people. Nvm, at least, i tell the fella who in charge, I want to change room, if single room available. But.. but.. need to wait. Aiks! Room settled ! =)

Next, Need to move my stuff to kampar. Headache. @@ Oh ya, yay-ness! Finally, I tidy up my room's cupboard. wuhoo! So clean now! :D The saddest part is..... pants and tee I bought last time, I dont fit them anymore. Im so fat! >.< Suan le ba! Kayao Kam fei lah Lim Joe Yee! =)

Thanks mummy fetching me to kampar and being very patience find room with me. ♥ YOU! =)

P/S : damn you who is sitting opposite me now, can you just stop laughing even a minute? CAN YOU? Stop watching those noob show, can? oOo

pissed of! >.<

signoff! IMYSM! ♥

Old.

2011-04-11T13:13:00.002+08:00

There is an old illusion, It it called as good and old.

Hello, folks! I took out my old phone and use. K 750i. I bought it when I was 13 years. =) I browse thru the songs in this phone. Every single song remind me a little thing. Memories. It tears me apart. Aih! What I want, what I need and what I expect are totally out of my controls. Seriously. :((

Dilemma.

2011-04-10T19:04:00.003+08:00

Dilemma.

Pimples all over my face! Haih.

wuwu! >:( Im just so bored. Sorry abit for spamming my blog with my pictures. : ( Sincerely Sorry! =) Dilemma. Very dilemma. :( when my fringe are short, die also I want hairband it. You tell me lah, whats wrong with me? : ( Btw, I like this hairband. hehe! ; ) Ohya, Tomorrow Im going back to TI to settle my studies stuffs and looking for room! Anyone who are staying nearby Tarc? I need room! R.O.O.M!

Thanks alot for those who helped me. Appreciated.

p/s : Mr/Mrs/Miss, when you already rented out the room, please lah, remove the board! You're making people life miserable! Deng. Waste my credits to call !

signoff!

FAT!

2011-04-09T19:31:00.003+08:00

left : took two hours ago.

Right : 3 years ago. ( Why so dark one? ) -.-

So big difference! : ( My face really so chubby. I got a cabbage face now. How lah? I want slim back like last time, Enough! Semakin hari semakin gemuk! F. : (( And, nice picture that I capture always don't look like me. Okay, I got twins sister. Satisfy? =)

*: ( *

p/s I want back my side fringe!

Hairdo!

2011-04-09T17:14:00.003+08:00

My another twin sister. : ( Her fringe so short. When, the fringe is long, insist to cut short, when its short, want the old long fringe. It happens always. : (

My fringe is fringing short, pimples all over my face * ( I don't know why, in this picture looks so fair and I DIDNT EDIT SINGLE THING ON THIS PICTURE! =) )*

My face so chubby and whole body so meaty! How? Anyone out there help me out please! : (((

*Will update soon*

xo!

untitled 2!

2011-04-06T12:23:00.006+08:00

stress is a way to success.

After so longgg, yesterday really the real day make me stressed up! Real bad. Mummy call me 6 calls within half hour. =/ the first two calls, seriously stressed me up! Oh mummy! I really don’t like seriously damn hate that kind. I dislike the way you talk to me with a fierce tone. Whats wrong with you or me? Maybe, at the same time I raise my voice to talk with you. Sometime, I choose not to tell you everything. This is the reason why. When I didn’t let you know any single thing, you will complain about me that whatever stuff didn’t let you know. Mummy, I hope you understand that, I don’t want end up argue with you, so I chose not to let you know as I think Im big enough to make decision for it. Trust me, please. : ( Okay, back then. I don’t know what to say suddenly I cried. Haaaaa, mum started talk softly with me. This is the weapon to make my mummy talk nicely with me. Phewww! >.< The last call, I say ‘’ woah, mii your hp still got enough credits to call me mer? Sure this is the last time you call me ho? ‘’ HAHHAHA! Whenever, ‘MUMMY calling’’ appear on my hp’s screen, I’ll take a deep breathe before answer. Pressuring. @@.

My jeans is so tight ! Die. T.T

Nah, this is the internship boy that I used to complain at my twitter. He is way too weird. I cannot accept the way he sings, he talks and self-talking! F. Sometime, I thought he talks with me but actually is not! How embarrassing you tell me. =.= The worst part, Yesterday He dig gold infront of me. FML! Holyshit. Gg!!but.. but.... he got one good point also de, I don't und the chinese words, I can ask from him. HAHAHA! My chinese improved bit. Thank you !=)

sign off! =)

Untitled.

2011-04-05T14:03:00.002+08:00

Stress is poison.

Mix-ed !

2011-04-05T11:24:00.003+08:00

Hey, loveliess! Sun rise and shine! ( ITS FREAKING HOT THESE FEW DAYS! ) Oh, This post suppose to be post at yesterday but due to certain reasons delayed to post. I will explain why later on. :)

Masking. I love this mask seriously. Very cooling.... wuhoo! >;)

After masked! I feel so fresh seriously! ;)

Its time to burst out.... 1,2,3 GO!

Less an A! DAMN. Streamyx*

Based on the pictures above, need not me to mention, right?

Pfff! Seriously, pissed me off. FUCK YOU, STREAMYX! Please allowed me to say it again. FUCK YOU!

Okay, I’ve made three times calls to TMNET. Each time, they gave me diff patterns, you know PATTERNS! First, ‘’sila tunggu sebentar, saya akan sambung talian anda ke teknikal talian ‘’ Okay, I wait….. suddenly, disconnected. FTHETMNET! Alright, after an hour, I call for the second times, blah blah blah, asking the same question! Alright, Its okay. I know this is the procedure and I did what she asked me to do, plug the cable to my laptop. ( btw, my shop is running wireless, wht the hell, you asked me to do when its nth related? ) I followed. Again…. Suddenly, the line went silence *dotttt dottt dottt*. WTF?! I accept the second times, MAYBE, my line got problem! The third times, I call. Im bit not so patience. Tht fellow ask me the same question ‘’kaseh I you punya streamyx ID‘’ ( I later kaseh you pecat! ) HUHUH! while I asked him, I don’t know my shop streamyx ID, I tot of giving my shop name and the number is more than enough to check whts wrong with the line?!X23456 times! Talking with tht fellow for around 15 mins, the same thing repeating again and again! Like, chicken talking with a duck! FML! To be honest, I throw my temper towards him and I said ‘’ I’ve called the third times, and each time, the line suddenly went to disconnect and the worst part is your colleague telling me the diff things as what you said to me! Based on what she says to me is the number I’ve given is correct and its for streamyx line but the hell you tell me is this is not the number for streamyx line?! ‘’ WTF!? Im wondering what the hell they all sitting there doing nothing, but yet every month got income! Im not pointing to anyone, Im just too frus. Allow me burst out please! If not, I’ll go insane. Okay back to the topic, you know. I called three times. Three times! Each time, suddenly went disconnect. Is it so coincidence line went wrong? Im doubting. Okay, Im being bit rude and sarcastic for the third times call, cause I really can’t stand with their damn fucking cow shit low service! SUCKS TO THE MAX! fuck off! Pffff. !@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&*&^%$#!

signoff!

No title.

2011-04-02T19:43:00.003+08:00

Tears are words cant heart express.

Out of sudden I turn to emo. I think because of the headache cause my mood drops to bottom. Its very suffering! : ( I talk to no one for the whole day like almost a year. Very good. Proud of myself. Seems like everyone are back to hometown for Qing ming. I didnt go for qing ming for two years means I never pai pai to gong gong two years lu. Time flies. This is the third years, gong gong leave us! Ah gong, I really miss you! I miss you taught me mathematics when I was in primary, I miss you play badminton with me, I miss you bought tau fu fa to me, I miss we swimming together, I miss you rush me go to bath every time Im back from school, I miss you cook noodles to me when i don't like the food that mummy bought, I miss you accompany me wait uncle come and fetch me to school,I miss you cycle me back from school when I missed uncle car, I miss talking with you, I miss we gamble together! I miss every single moments with you! Ah gong, I still remember the day you went away, Just few hours after I fed you food. It seriously, bought me a very big impact. A call from daddy saying that gong gong passed away and I just woke up from nap. I really don't know what to do. I just keep walking at home while waiting mummy come and pick me up. I cant talk any single word at the moment! Gong gong, I really miss you! Do you hear me?

Tears just dropping while Im typing this post, I need someone to be with me when I seriously emo but who will be with me?

*rubbing tears* tell myself stop crying, Im tough!! Okthxbai!

:)

2011-04-02T13:08:00.001+08:00

Let’s grow old together… beginning with today.
Let’s work slowly with each other and build a relationship that we can both enjoy being a part of.
Let’s share love and understand that neither of us is perfect; we are both subject to human frailties.
Let’s hold each other close and whisper though the night—pledging our love, honoring our commitment.
Let’s encourage each other to pursue our dreams, even when we’re weary from trying.
Let’s expect the best that we both have to give and still love when we fall short of our expectations.
Let’s be friends and respect each other’s individual personality and give one another room to grow.
Let’s be candid with each other and point out strengths and weaknesses.
Let’s understand each other’s personal philosophy, even if we don’t agree.
Let’s lie awake long into the night sharing our innermost secrets.
Let’s be friends as well as lovers.
Let’s laugh at time and plan with each other and wonder how we ever got along without this love we’ve found.
Let’s never take for granted these moments that we’ve shared, but always be reminded of how intensely we have learned to live, how completely we have learned to love.
Let’s grow old together… and look back on life and smile.

I love you for what you are, but I love you yet more for what you are going to be.

SO LOVE, RIGHT?

CREDITS-

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L.A.L.A

2011-04-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

Imma a lala NOT!!

I look so lala wearing like that. T_____T . FML! I bought the polka dot blouse but mine is blue in color. Hello, its not cheap. 129rm! *SCREAMS* Told you, I buy but never wear. I don't know why I hard to let myself with such blouse. Haih! I like the blouse seriously shit but I got no idea why I dont wear it out. I hate I hate I hate! i love seeing myself with tee. I bought alot of tee already but when can I change my clothing style?! Hate hate hate!! I love vintage style but don't dare to try. apani? Kns! shall bang myself to wall! >.< I dare to dream w/ no action! THIS IS ME SO FAILURE!! FML.FTW. IM INSANEEEE! CALL ME WEIRDO!

P/S : I think I shall cut my fringe. Its time to cut my fringe. Side fringe made me look so old and its frigging annoying actually. The reason why I clip it up!

SIGNOFF!

April fool.

2011-04-01T13:48:00.003+08:00

Search Results

Happy April fool!

♥(VERY HAPPY MER? HAPPY APRIL FOOL PULARK) =.=

Do you guys being fooled by friends? Im almost fooled by a friend of mine. He send me a text

'' something very serious to tell you! Call me when you see this! Urgent! ''

Almost wanted to call but after think twice, and saw he just posted a video at FB. Confirm! He want to fool me! Im smart an ass! TeeHee. After awhile, he calls me and ask why you didnt kena fool one? I know, right? Im smart okay, Lee Hau Loong! Your mission to fool me, failed! *evil grins*

This is the first year, not being fooled. hoho! Quite proud eh. :D Im getting smart to smarter. ngek ngek ngek!

p/s Im starving now! I need Fooooooodddddddddiiiieeeeee now, right now!! I wanna diet, i wanna diet so badly! wuuuuwuuuuu! Okay, I will start sports right after I starts my studies. *finger crosses*

pinky promise! Hmph! Yohhh! * stomach growling* weyyy, Should I eat something now? T___T

I hate H.U.N.G.R.Y this word! effing hate. =/

#nowplaying - Rossa - Ku menunggu. ( this song quite bitchy actually, the lyrics. Aha! )

signs off! xo. ♥

This is life!

2011-03-31T17:32:00.002+08:00

My 7 eye dzi necklace.

I miss you. I though I lost you.T oday a friend of mine asks me if I wanna get a new one or not. Im quite frustrated ON myself. Why am I always misplaced my stuffs. Lost this and that. I hate my this kind attitude in me! In fact, Im not rich, why I act like a rich people? But I dont act actually, this is my attitude! FML. Okay, back to the point, then i check my purse again, if its inside or not. wtf?! I found it, its in slide side my purse. O.M.G! The other day, I checked my purse for twice but I couldn't find out. =.=

"We never truly know how to appreciate something until we have lost it forever."

Such a wonderful quote, which makes me realize of something, it's good to keep it in mind but we are still humans, we can't escape the inevitable :D

things will happen whether we like or not, one of the right things to do is simply Accepting them.

Seems like Im running out of the topic. Forget about it. :) Life moves on, Im appreciated every single moment Im doing. Thanks, love!

Thanks being there with me.

♥ :)

Freaker. LOL!

2011-03-30T19:26:00.002+08:00

A buddy will keep you honest and add a dimension of fun to your workout.

Aloha. I almost melted just now, I almost dead just now, I almost fainted just now. A.L.M.O.S.T !

This morning, I've followed my cousin for a Press conference : http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150505391270694&set=a.478823565693.387202.274815000693&theater

Phew. Its fun actually. I love it. ;)

I back to shop in afternoon. Im tired. Half dead-ing now. Chat with rence just now. She freaks me out seriously. She shi kong kam. Let me share out, how she care her teeth to anyone of you. *evil grins* SHARING IS CARING. ;)

conversation from her :

'' i normally brush my teeth, floss, gaggle, clean my tongue and then brush again w diff toothpaste one ''

I was like... with different toothpaste? What the heck?!

then never mind, she freaks me out for second times of her process brush teeth.

'' i use darlie to clean all the germs. then floss is a must ad. to remove the stucked food in ur teeth. then gaggle with listerine to kill germs

clean my tongue to remove germs from tongue

then use sensodyne sensitive toothpaste to cover ur gums with calcium and to prevent tooth decay and also sensitive teeth ''

*big big wow* Kong kam. Real Kong kam. =/

My steps to brush teeth very simple. =.=

Brush teeth, clean tongue and gaggle with listerine. DONE! Need so many steps merh? Now, Im doubting If Im lazy to care of my teeth or what? Florence Khay you really freaks me out. LOL!

hahahaha!

Next topic of the day :

A staff of my cousin offended me today. Gah!

Aric tells him that, Im only 19 years old. Then, he was like... haaaa? You so big size, 19 only mer?!

Huh? Meh yi si eh? -.- I just yell at him. Where your theory came from? T.T Never mind, forget bout it. Im very so used to it. :)

p/s : i will sleep earlier tonight! ;) Too tired =/

M.I.S.S

2011-03-29T17:59:00.002+08:00

A call from mummy make me almost want to cry. : (

Mummy, I miss you! :'(

'' Money is just a matter, safety is the most important overall ''.

You're the greatest mother on the earth!

VIP! ♥

xo! ♥♥♥

B.o.r.e.d.

2011-03-29T14:23:00.004+08:00

Hello hello. Two days didnt blog. I dont.know.what.to.blog.about. Omg, My life is bored to death. =.= Pathetic. T.T

Let spam this post with my poor phone camera pictures! 1@#$%^&*(*&^%$

Testing 1,2,3.

Lg front camera sucks to the max! Colorless,pixel-ess,blur-ness,focus-less! I can complain even more actually, but... nvm... forget bout it. =s

Aww, saw my notebook? As if you all can see clearly.Actually, Im holding my gingerbread notebook. I'm just after writing my notebook about my day! =) ♥

Testing 2! Just after bath, loafing in living hall.

Testing 3! Confirmed! Lg camera sucks to the max! >.<

Im sleepy @@. waiting my hair to dry. =.= My hair are long long long. I wanna cut it short! Ish.

xo! ♥

D.I.Y

2011-03-26T15:24:00.004+08:00

I found something nice at store room just now and I tried it at the same time helps to kill my bored time! = )

*ignore my feet*

Nah, actually it is just a plain 3/4 skirt but yet it attracted me to try . *Akhem* Im unique. LOL!

I think it will look nicer with a pair of converse shoes. I don't have converse shoes. I will grab them next month, trust me. >.<>

MONEY IS HARD TO EARN!! Mr money why are you so evil? Such a devil but still loving you. <3 style="text-align: center;">

I try to wear it for like few options/ways. HAHAHAHAHA. Im just too bored and Call me creative bah. ; P

First option ;

Wear it like a tube dress with a waist belt.

I don't fancy those belt one, bo ngam my style but ts nice maybe, er.. I just way too TB, So.... Yea. Tee w/ pant always the best! = / *SMACK HEAD*

Second option :

fold it until like a short tight high waist skirt. *WHAT A LONG NAME*

Is it every basketball player's tight is so big? Haih! My tight is so big. I hate it ! = (

Third option :

Match with a Tee/Polo Tee. Converse shoes. HAHAHA!

Crazy! What also match with converse shoes. Another evidence Im so casual type. I want to be more lady. Tell me more how a lady will wear, pleaseeee. >.<

Opinion pleaseee. Is that okay ? Im going to buy this. HAHAHHA! So worth $89 got four ways to wear. 89 divide by 4 equal $22.25. At the same time, Im dilemma-ing too eh. I don't know if I will wear it out even once? I got few dresses/skirts in my wardrobe for like donkey years ago since I bought 'em. They're still a virgin! Poor baby! Damn! :( I just buy buy buy but didnt wear at all. Im so waste. @@

p/s : I'll start to change my this eff-ing bad attitude. Buy things which is needed' nuff! Please.If continue tis way, Im dying real soon when I start my coll life. No incomes anymore. = (

I must learn to think about my parents. Mummy work so hard I shouldn't spend money like nobody business!

Signs off!

xo!

No.no. NO!

2011-03-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

I shall not think about reality when Im happy, Its when I've broken and sad and hurting that it attacks!

xo!

Signs off !

Earth Hour!

2011-03-25T14:40:00.003+08:00

Note this date down please, 26th of march, saturday @830pm

Off the lights just for an hour anyone of us might change the difference! Earth is giving us uncountable warnings! Men, We must do something before Its too late. World is going to the end in 2012? Nahhh, I don't believe those nonsense! errrr, to be frankly, I really afraid It really will happen. damnit! So, people outta there, please no more extra used of electricity after this. Actually, just switching the lights off on March 26, 2011 is not enough. In fact, it could be considered as a symbolic act, rather than real action BUT..... Nevermind.

Let’s surpass ourselves. Let’s try to save energy on a daily basis for an entire year, that is until the Earth Hour 2012.Let’s spread the word around yah!

Let us take action! ;)

Notebook.

2011-03-25T11:15:00.004+08:00

Aloha, folks!

Hows ya day? :) I wake up very the early this morning! hehe. Ben bought me out for breakfast. He bought to me makan very famous wan tan mee. Its HK style @ Aman Suria. Omo! Its damn delicious I must say! (Y) Once, again Happy birthday and have a blast one ya, Ben! :))

After breakfast, asked him to drop me at Sunway Giza. I bought a new notebook for myself.

Gingerbread man's notebook.

It costs me a boom. $27. First time ever bought so expensive notebook but but... the cover is very special eh, wrap by cloth. Unique?

promises that promised were jot down in this notebook. I got this strong evidence in future. Hiak! Hopefully, you're worth for my wait and thanks for being tolerate to me. Let's time and god judge. :)

Yeah, One more month time. Its not long neither short too. Can we overcome this?

Before, I end the post.I would like to say. I miss you, Yoearn! Im quite shocked one of old friend text me! She was being very busy after she enter form6 but cool yesterday, I received her text. Im really happy you know. Its hard to describe that kind of happy. Its like...... aww touched! Im coming back real soon, we can hang out again like last time.

see you, love! next coming month!

note to Florence Khay : When gonna be our next meet? I miss you and miss talking with you face to face. I've lots stuffs to share and talk to you. Msn and calls were not enough, okay? Really meeting you soon, okay? ♥ ♥ ♥ you!

p/s : What are words If you really don't mean them when you say them? Hopefully, what you said you really meant it. ♥

xo!

C.o.l.o.r.f.u.l

2011-03-24T13:40:00.003+08:00

Hello, lovelies!

Blog everyday becomes my habit. heheee! ;)

C.o.l.o.r.f.u.l right? Are you happy seeing this? ;)

I realized that, when friends around I laughed alot, like whole lot unill they cant stand of me. Myiahahaha! I love friends around me, seriously. Don't like to be alone. wuwu. :'(

After sometime, didnt camwhore Yesterday I did it back. LOL.

No worries, just a picture. Im exhausted so before I hit to bed, snap a pic and goodnight peeps! =D

p/s : All I want is some consistency, just someone who won’t wake up feeling differently.

xo!

Beaches.

2011-03-23T19:25:00.005+08:00

Hey, folks!

I want to go beach badly, but... Im putting the blame on timing! : (

Perhentian Sunset.

See so yao feel, right?

Don't need me to mention the name, you guys also knowwhat island is this bah. Wuwu : (

I want to go! Bitches, Redang plans cancel?

At least, I went to pangkor before for ONCE! : )

HAHAHA!

Teluk Batik. Bet every Perak-ains went before. Guarantee!

Last few days, only I knew Lumut got such nice beach eh. I was shocked.

I shall pay a visit to there since Its near to my hometown. One day trip is always easy to plan. Who wantS to go? Let me know!! I really missing lying on the beach and listen to the wave sounds! Aww... Its so relaxing. And I love to watch sunrise and sunset. My past 19years, I never have a chance to watch sunset but.... In future, I believe I can manage to watch for uncountable times! Im positive enough for today! ;) there's always a chance for me to watch. Im waiting the right time to watch tog with my loved one. how sweet. hehe!

Beach lovers, drop me a comment, if you're going/ or wish to go. Tag me alongggg lahhhh! ;))

xo!

Because You ♥ -d me.....

2011-03-22T17:07:00.002+08:00

♥ Because you loved me.....

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me .

My fave song all the times! ♥

A.B.M.B.F.F.

2011-03-21T13:16:00.008+08:00

Im glad having you as my buddy. Like, seriously whole lot. Woah! Time really flies. We almost knowing each other for about, hmmm Let me count, Hmmm. 14 years! OMO! I cant believe that. 14 years! we've been throught thin and thick obstacles. LOL! ( Sounds like kapel with you ) Lesbo! >.<>

She is someone who is there for me when she'd rather be anywhere else. She is someone who knows the song in my heart, and can sing it back to me when I've forgotten the words. She is one who believes in me when I've ceased to believe in myself. She is someone who knows all about me and loves ME anyway!

I can fully trust her. She is the one who will only force me to examine, encourage me to grow. I remember you send to me a very long texts before you came to Kl to continue your studies. I still keep the text. The text touched me and my tears drop. She hor, always made me cry de loh. Ish.

''Zoe, mark my words this time, eventot, i'd have lotsa friends in future when Im in coll and when we're less contacting. youre still my best ftriend.very very bestie of mine. And
do you believe?that high school ftriends are the best in any way? wht's more tht we're friends sinz kindergarden till primary and high school. I've seen alot of high scool friends who wrote in facebook tha t '' high school friends are the best''. yea, you're my bestie! '' I seems like older than her. Indeed, I older than her few months but vice versa. She is someone who taught me alot of things. Teach me what should do and what shouldn't do. She is one who brings the best just for me. she is someone who never tired giving me advices when Im turning to anger. :( Yeah, of cause we did argued for something but we can settle it like very clear and no heart feelings!

''Zoe, mark my words this time, eventot, i'd have lotsa friends in future
when Im in coll and when we're less contacting.
youre still my best ftriend.very very bestie of mine. And

do you believe?that high school ftriends are the best in any way?
wht's more tht we're friends sinz kindergarden till primary and high school.
I've seen alot of high scool friends who wrote in facebook tha
t '' high school friends are the best''.
yea, you're my bestie! ''

I seems like older than her. Indeed, I older than her few months but vice versa.
She is someone who taught me alot of things.
Teach me what should do and what shouldn't do.
She is one who brings the best just for me.
she is someone who never tired giving me advices
when Im turning to anger. :(
Yeah, of cause we did argued for something but
we can settle it like very clear and no heart feelings!

2011 !

I Love You, kawan! xo. <3

Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

2011-03-20T15:34:00.005+08:00

Je T'aime.

Every girls would love to hear from their loved one. So am I. ;) Im envy when I saw there are some sweet couples in front of me. Im envy NOT jealous. I wish I can be the lucky one who cared by boyf, who adored by boyf, who treats me like a princess. Nah, I dont wish for a fairy tales one but a reality one.

I wish my loved who can lend me his arms when Im moody, I wish my loved can acts like my best friend and share problems with me. I wish my loved one who can be me when I needed him. All I need is his sincerity. Dont put me down and don't leave me w/o acknowledgement! Thats It. I want a very simple relationship which is brought me to heaven but not hell. I need more courages. I had a fail relationship and lesson learnt. I shall not repeat it again. ; )

When comes to love, we shall not see perfection in a person, but to see an imperfect person perfectly. Love is like when a person's happiness is more important than your own. Yeah. This is so true! Hmm, sometimes, love is treating me badly. Aih! I shed tears and still want him and its when he ignores me and I still go after him. There's no right or wrong in this matter. So yeah. Lesson learnt again. Im proud to say that, I fight till the end. Love Its like when he/she loves another one but you still smile and say im happy for you. Seriously, I cant make it. I think I still don't understand what is love about. Im quite a selfish person. Hmph!

Notes for myself :

stop being that silly for a guy. I'm over pouring loves into a relationship which is almost made me died. Way too silly I reacted and did. I've disappointed my parents for once. twice NOT! When I flash back the moment argued/quarreled with my ex. *shaking heads* Im sorry if I did something hurt-ed you but the thing keep popping out whenever I'm looking backward. This is the reason why god created our eyes infront but not behind. I understand finally. I'm wondering why I can still accept the thing happens on me for me like three times? I thought I shall wake up when it happens for the first time but why Im not? Never mind, already jot down in my life's note. IT WILL NEVER NEVER HAPPENS ANYMORE. ;) I treasure the bad/sweet memories because it made me grown up. Thanks!

Im happy for who am I today! million of tears made me realised how cruel reality could be.

*The love that lasts longest is the love that is never returned* love me for who am I but not looking on what clothes on me. Love me for the rest of my life. Don't take me as granted. Don't start a relationship just for fun. You're a jerk! Go get a life. ruins my life if I found you the one! Old saying '' Love is blind but please dont love it blindly. Open your eyes big big when choosing a boyf.'' Mum used to say so to me. Myiahahaha! Signs off now. Crapping too much. >.<

#nowplaying - because you loved me by Celion Dion.

Results.

2011-03-20T12:03:00.003+08:00

SUPER VI 2010.

We lose this competition. I lose the competition but I gain another new experience so, conclusion It bought me benefits of joining SUPER this year. I enjoy pretty much at this tournament. My teammates are very friendly. We crack jokes together until late at night. I miss them much now. Alaa. Its like that one. Hopefully, coming next super. It chg to under 21 years if not this is the last year I can join SUPER! :(

P/S : I WANT TO TRAIN BACK MY BASKETBALL, WHEN I GET BACK COLL LIFE!

Seriously, basketball really my life. I felt sad why I really can go with that kind of condition. I play so bad in the match. I don't have stamina, I play like beginner player do. I sad. I talk with my old friend, Yoearn, I get to know her since last few years ago. We met with each other through basketball. She is one of my trusted friend. Cant believe right? We do share a lot prob together. And yea, we didn't miss the chance heart to heart talk. As, we're hard to meet each other. Im at kl while she is at ti studying her form6. We stay up late that night, to story up what and how I gone through last year. Oh gosh! Time really flies like lighting. If time can turn back, I wish to back when I was 17. The happiness moment with all my basketball mates. But I know its impossible so Im looking forward from now onwards. :)

To mummy :

Sorry if im being to rude. I know you worried about me. No doubt Im having you as my mummy. You're the greatest mummy on the earth! ;) Sometime, I cant control my anger when Im talking to you. : ( I really really don't like the way you talk with me. Like scolding me like that, no trusting me at all. Im 19. I know to differentiate what is wrong what is right. I grow up already, mum! Im not naive anymore. Trust me please!

Lesson learnt : There's no shortcut for doing anything. ;)

Basketball.

2011-03-13T14:07:00.002+08:00

Im sucks.

I only sleep 3 hours. : ( My mind keeps thinking about this monday competition. Im kinda emo now. Hmm, I don't know how am I going to match with

this sucky conditions. I didnt train at all. haih! Seriously, I regreted to say a 'yes' to my coach. I shouldn't join. I would rather give this chance to my junior

I really hate this kind of feelings. Sign. I dont want to achieve something, when I don't put any effort on it. No shortcut to achieve something! but why... I... sign!

I misses so much last two years SUPER. Everyone train so

hard for the competition. Yeah, we get second places our hardpay! We made the miracle, we beat Ipoh down. And enter final! The happiest moments in my life

. The memories still fresh in my mind. Everyone like, *jaw drops*. Hilir Perak won Ipoh?! See, results of real training! but this year everything vice versa.

We didnt train and just go competition like that. Will we success enter semi final

w/o any efforts? The answer is no. Its quite an impossible mission for me or other players thought.

I believed that other teams did well prepared for this competition but why hilir perak becomes like this? WHY?! Why there's a coach willing to train, but those players

like to give excuses cant go for training!? demn fucking hate this kind of attitude. You go for training, you the one who gain something not others. Not to mention

myself very good, no doubt every single training I will attend if Im at TI. I love training so much! I miss training with those seniors and my batch players like

whole lot. I really don't know why some players don't appreciate but yet keep giving those excuses cant attend training. If really, just don't join please.

Whats the point of joining the competition? For fun or what? Im feeling myself very sucks now!? I shouldn't say yes to my coach. i really afraid am will cause my team

lose in the match. Sign! We must win this two matches, so that will be easier for semi final's matches. Hmm, Kerian match I think lah, I think not a very big deal

for hilir perak. Utar abit tough. Gonna meet my ex teammate in the match. Good Luck, Lai Ling. ;)

My tears drop while Im viewing my basketball pictures from year 2006 while playing sentimental song. * :P, like purposely playing those sad songs. * Hmmm, from a person don't know a thing about basketball turns up basketball is her life.

I admit when starting, I take it for granted, didnt put heart on basketball, later soon I found interest in bbl, i start to tell myself not to give up

on bbl, keep going training, so that I can go further and more spaces to improve . Yeah, I can see the results after a year. ;) Im being chosen for Perak. I missed the three

chances have given. Hmm, for certain reasons I rejected. I regrets but Its over. Time cant turn back. Looking forwards. I really cant accept myself

didnt go for training and straight to competition! My first time ever. : ( I just went to play bbl but not training at all. Sign. I will tell coach, not to put me in main

five. I dont have the qualification anymore. No longer anymore. I wishes the best for us! Please. To be honest, I want to enjoy playing in the match but at the

same time I want to win too! Im not that kind of people who go for sake of playing. Im not. I enjoy and win the game. I want people know yeah, hilir Perak

still alive. Last two years, we did it! I felt proud of it until today! What about this year?

First match : Mon,14/3 (12pm vs Utar @ Sungai Siput. )

Second match : Tues,14/3 ( 9am vs Kerian. )

p/s : Hilir Perak players try our best okay?! Jia you okay, just do the best in the match. Good Luck!

#nowplaying - Im coming home.

xo! sign.

Big mommas!

2011-03-12T11:59:00.002+08:00

eloha, world! ♥ Let's pray for Japan! :)

Big mommas!

I would rate it 9/10. Its effing funny. I lmfao, like seriously! It successfully made everyone in the cinema laugh like non stop. I like big momma! :) Last but not least, I adore the theme songs in this movie. Titled Lyrical Miracle by Prodi-G and Baby, you know- Brandon T.Jackson Ft Jessica Lucas. Addictive wey! People out there, must watch this movie. It made my day! =)

I curled my hair, believe? ;P

abit messy, I know. Actually, I just tied my hair like a bun for half day, it turns out like curled shape. It suits me or not? Opinion please lah. :)

Finally, we're over the rainbow! Thanks god. Everything is fine settled.

the end of the post. ;))

xo! ♥

Hairdo!

2011-03-11T14:34:00.004+08:00

Hey, folks!

Wanna go beach,anyone?

Snapped by a lumix compact camera. The quality not that bad, right? hehe!

Credits to : Florence Khay. I did some edit on the picture, as well. the results me likey. Ugh! I wish to own a DSLR. T___T I want more and more money! Any side incomes suggestion? :(

Aiks! Today, I woke up late again, like again. #nowplaying- again and again 2pm. Hate it. Which is I got no time to wash my hair. T___T Bad hairdo day! fuck! :(( This is the reason why I tied up my hair today. Look Fugly. what to do!?!

Eh eh, peeps, do you think curly hair suits me? I mean big kind of curls. Suits me?

P/S : Aihh. Explanation made the situation worsen. No? *helps* sorry, dont put the blame on me!

This is me!

2011-03-10T11:12:00.004+08:00

Greetings, world! ♥ Demn. Im back to normal. Emo-ness faded, camwhore like nobody business. LOL. I was too free after treating myself a snowflake! *yums* ILOVESNOWFLAKE! :)

Snowflake for me its an expensive dessert. lol. Anyway, anything to me is expensive. As long as need to dig my purse Its expensive!! T___T

Im officially broke! Hardcore already this month! : (( DIE STRAIGHT STRAIGHT! What a word. fcuk!

wuhooo, wanna see how ugly, how untidy am I at home? here we go..... :

Seriously, I don't mind to reveal how ugly am I to public anymore because this is me! I dont feel ashame for who am I, please accept who am I. If a guy who truly love a girl, they don't really care of a girl appearance.

Hmm ya lah, for the first sight, first impression appearance is very important. No doubt, same goes to me. I like to do scaning on pretty girls! hehe. This is one of my hobbies. Zoe the scanner. ; P

Am I look very difference in pic compare to reality? I wish..... the answer is a no! : ( I wish in reality i look better compare with picture. Like, seriously if you tell me

I look nicer in reality, I will happy die. HAHA! Thats why i said picture is deceiving all the time! Time to release my true color, how I actually look like w/o lens or make up?( alaaa, me make-up like no make-up)

waste money. this is what my friend said to me. KNS! And how I actually look like at home.

Whats wrong?!

The weirdest post ever! * my eye brown totally gone * !!

Look like a retard.

pushing something real heavy. ; P

BooOoo.....

Not my phone. ;)

The maximum..... If you get what I mean.

Hmmm, My naked eyes.

Is it very big difference? :) This is me!

Thank you for viewing. Sayonara! ;)

End of the post!

A bitter/sweet post.

2011-03-09T12:00:00.004+08:00

I've learned that sometimes all I have to say is fuck it and live it!!

Hey, dudes bitches! How' yo day? Mine is fine, so far. hehe! I seriously, need to diet. please! *helps* Alaaaa! I know this is so annoying as I always complain

how fat am I bla bla bla but no doubt. i grow fatter ! Fml my deep2. demnnnnnnn. >.<>

Yesterday, went dinner with friends @Kl city, Jalan Alor If Im not mistaken. Hmmm. It reminds me quite alot thing. The last time, I went was last year.

I dont feel like admonish but memories keep flashing in my mind. I know I cant control it. I asked my friend, Rain to stop saying something like we came here

before... Hmm. Aiks. Another bad memories at here thought. Why la?! Too much bitter, too little candy coated memories happens on me! Fucking no fair!

I did something at my FB yesterday. I went to my privacy settings, then I clicked into ..... forgot liao. thr's a list A to Z. One in the list is '' posts, status and etc....

I click in and I set ''someone'' unable to view my wall! Yeah, I did finally.(Its because a status he posted last few days and I ''accidentally'' saw.... '' everytime, I browse thru, full with disappointment)

So, Im being heart kinded. ;) I did. But.. but.. I dont know if I should or shouldnt. Maybe, its good or perhaps. I don't know.

I really dont sigh of everytime, when Im viewing my news feed, I saw something that affronted me and manage to make me emo. I.dont.want.emo!

What my friend said to me it is very true, why is he so powerful or capable making me emo for whole day if he is no one to me anymore? I don't know why..... Just I feel teribble

bad. To be honest, I REALLY DONT HAVE FEELING TOWARDS HIM. Memories pull me back? Duration pulls me back? Feelings pull me back? Missing pulls me back?

Guitiness pull me back? I don't know! Ohfuck! I've blogged bout him again. Do you all know that, I've deleted all my previous, 200++ posts. 80% is about him.

How I been through when he wanted break up with me for the first time. Like, I blog bout him everyday. Even a single msg he send to me. eg : eaten?

i wrote in my blog, as a back talk!? Omo! Am I too insane on him that time? I think so... My friend told me how crazy am I towards him before this. Kisiao!

Im wondering now, why am I always mention about him? I hate him! I told my friend how much my hates to him, how annoying I felt and how irritating I felt.

BUT WHT THE FUCK IM DOING NOW?Is it this blog delicated to him? No hell way, please! Past was past. I believe I can color my life as colorful than before!

I post this blog NOT PURPOSELY wants him to read, thats it. Its a part of my storyline. I wish he can have brighter future. I don't wish everytime received his texts

telling me how suffering he is, how much he cant let me go, how much the blame he put on me. I don't like to read. Sometimes, I will only scrol down and press back.

Im cruel maybe!

Im tired/lazy to start everything from begining, seriously! It brings me a very big impact on relationship. you told me that I've the ability made you don't have confidence in relationship or on girls.

Hello, what about me?! You better ask yourself what have you done before this! Thr are fucking many things hidden behind, but who knows? who the hell I can tell too?

I dont want a fail relationship. Everytime, I wanted to move on

and everything is fine sure something make me reluctantly wants to move a step back. Hmmm. Do you all think I don't want a guy who can pamper me mer?

demnn. I saw my friend couple couple. I envy,okay!

p/s : Rain and yuri you both same kaki! Demnnn you! Im not made from transparent materials. jiak sai! Sekian,Telima kaseh.

Sometimes, I pretend to be tough. It feels so bad when act Im not. : (

Note for myself :

When people try to bring me down, they try to completely destroy me. Fuck you, bitch! I've cried as hard as I could possibly cry. I don’t know what I did wrong and I ask myself why. What did I do to deserve this? So, when life throws I something unexpected, I just have to keep my head up. This is realistic world! Fairy tales gone. : '(

end of the post.

#nowplaying : shou hao de xin fu neh?

Welcome to the danger zone.

2011-03-08T15:50:00.007+08:00

Aloha, today is not a good starting for me. I was late to work! My stupid alarm fails to wake me up. Gah! >.<>

Let's have a short view of pictures from 2005 ;

Before that, take a deep breath to start to scroll down okay? Please, accept how I looked when I was in form 1. Hello, im such a rockstar in form1. My hairstyle. HAHAHAH!

(Click to enlarge, if you have the guts)

That time, I like to edit my every single picture to very blur mode. We believed that the blurerof the picture, the nicer it will be! LOL! hahahaha!

Tadaa it was me! 2005. Cannot believe, hun? 3rd and 4th pic are year 2006. I try my best pick out the best among the rest liao!

form 3, form 3. form year 2007. I've curled my hair when I was form3.

The first picture, in pink color t shirt. Not so obvious cuz i tied up. After that, I cut to short hair again! ~!@#$%^&^%$#@

Year 2008, which Im form4! Getting older. : (

The picture, im wearing blue jersey. I didnt sleep for the whole night, due to certain reason. Aiks. Yeah, I stil remember why I didnt sleep for the whole night. Hmm.

2009. Form 5. A birthday cake from someone who used to be very important to me. Hmmm. But things chges now! Seriously, starts from year 2009. Birthday aint important for me anymore altot, I'll still hoping for something but alamak, it wont happen what I wishes or what I want! Kns.

The day after celebrate my birthday, had a big quarrel with my ex! demn. Tell me, how am I going to love my birthday?

Year 2010. jan - june.

2010 jun- oct.

2010 oct to dec.

2011 march!

The new of mine. From now onwards, I will only look forwards but not turning back! I keep telling myself this like, 1234567654 times. Trust me, one day i WILL FULFILL IT. Just wait for the days to come!

I really hate being blame by unknown like again and again. Can all these craps stop at a point? Make it end okay? Please. I need a peace life!

Productive!

2011-03-07T19:49:00.009+08:00

Tiring but productive. ; )

Im tired! my fingers are in pain! *screams* Especially, my thumb! cannot show *thumb up* sigh liao loh. >.< (lame joke, I know. -.- ) Its not easy to cut, seriously, paper box is DEMN FRINGING HARD! Pheww! I sacrifice my nails loh. :( I took 30 mins to complete my ten precious fingernails with nail polish. Call me noob, I will admit. >.<

and one more thing, today bo emo woh, maybe busy cutting while enjoy watching my pps! hehe! Chi Lam in this series movie dam cute weyy. I like his deep dimples! :DD I've finished ten episodes for today. HAHAHA!

the end of the post.

muah!

what the heck.

2011-03-06T17:15:00.003+08:00

What the heck!?...

I love today's weather. ;) Im getting better now, wuhooo! allergic go away, please! Praying this will be the last time. I dont wish each times take alcohol, suffering of itchiness! ZOMG! : ( Where the heck came from? My parents don't have allergy pon. I think I picked up from rubbish dump. mummy and papa. *cries* LOL!

To someone : Yeah, I saw the link you posted and hell I know you purposely post at FB, right? anyhoo, thanks! And dont be so indirectly tell me, you can straight away post it at my wall. Much appreciated. Oh, you can choose not to browse thru, if you knew it will disappoint you. ;) Seriously, I hate the way you did, like whole lot. Its quite ..... er.. I don't know how to describe. Btw, thanks for the info once again! : )

Im growing fatter and fatter? from size M turning to L(almost I think) then soon XL! *screams* Hello, I ate not much actually, ( am I trying to explain ?) T.T Seriously what, I ate two meals per day but why the heck, gaining weight?! Took dinner at late night? Okay, One of the main point. But I do cut down the quantity liao eh. As, Im rice tanker.... how pathetic! Can I just take my dinner at 6pm? Pretty please lah! : ( Its impossible I know. >:(

Time flies, Im going back TI soon, within 8 more days how fast!

Before I end the post. A big question mark in my mind!?

received a call from my mum, here is our conversation :

The daughter : Hello, mum, anything?

Mummy : Hello, nothing, how come dont have any news from you?

I was like.. wtf?! What news you want from me? HAHAHAHA! Laugh die me, cont.... blah blah blah. Go to the main point!

Mummy : You wanna drive car to kampar study ah, girl?

The daughter : you got car let me drive mer?....

Mummy : got ah, extra car. House got two cars liao mah.

Im happy for a moment and said.... '' ya mer? Then I can....... I haven finish my dialog!

Mummy : No ahh, you dream lah, I wont let you drive to kampar study!

The daughter : demn, walaoeh! Speechless. =.=

Seriously, I also didnt mention of wanna drive to kampar study or what. walaoeh! Gahh, like giving me a empty hope for few seconds. kill me bah! >.<

bye everyone! ;)

Its my life!

2011-03-05T18:09:00.003+08:00

Its my life <3

Yesterday, went to clubbing again. Yahoo! The third times. Like, always sudden plan to club. Sucks big time weyyy, I wore like going pasar malam like that. : ( Neways, I do enjoy the songs played in the club altot, most of the time, potong de. demnn! Why ah why..... I've allergy to alcohol! Ysd, was a nightmare for me, I cant even fall asleep. I kept scratching! very itchy. I cant help myself not to scratch ah. : (( red spots all over my body. Its look like real red. Gahhh! I need time to heal, one week free from alcohol I must, tell myself dont drink so much, please for my own sake!

the end of the post. ;)

; Neoteric!

2011-03-04T13:16:00.002+08:00

Old blog ; First post!

Hello, peeps. Hows your day? ;) Went shopping yesterday and my purse dig a big hole. : (

Upcoming post : pictures!

Muahhh! Good day ahead. <3